Not excited anymore

I was excited about finally starting clomid but now the excitement has kind of gone away... for some reason i just feel like its not gonna work for me 😩. I know it usually doesnt happen on the first round but i just picture myself on my last round (my dr will let me do 4 at the most) still not pregnant ! Im just praying i ovulate next week like im supposed to 🤞🏼 its been such a long journey . Im ready to be a momma !