My SO was deployed last Thursday till January, and my heart has just been heavy knowing he’ll miss big milestones during this pregnancy, I miss when I’d have cramps and he’d be there to rub my belly with lotion or when he’d hold me when I couldn’t stop being nauseous and puking, ultrasounds aren’t as exciting without him sitting there in awe, I’m SO proud of him but knowing he won’t see his first child till they’re two months old is breaking my heart the past few days. 😩😩😩