Hypermesis

Hi all I’m looking for hypermesis help. I had it with my first and have it again. It’s awful and I’m only 7 weeks. No one understands, I had to quit my job and I’m becoming super depressed and like a failure, especially when people just say or just eat a cracker. It feels like I’m not good at being pregnant or like I can’t hack it or inferior on top of feeling like death. I just lay on the cold tile in my bathroom and cry and vomit. I can’t get on my phone and it’s hard to read or even watch tv. My house is a mess I feel like my first one is neglected. Any advice or maybe is there anyone out there that can say they understand.