help.. what is that


hi ladies.. ok i'm 8dpo today.. so i'm having several pelvic pain this few days.. and whenever i check my cm, i really don't know how to tell it.. is it creamy or pasty.. but it got wetness, that's really confusing me.. and i just had a bowel movement, i check my cm.. it was something like this.. (picture below and pardon for the pic, grossy) please ladies.. tell me something about what you see and finger crossed 🙏🙏 i'm tcc for 2 years time.. hope something miracle happen..