sometimes I just...

I want to feel confident in this body while creating a tiny life. Instead I feel like I'm failing at something. Anybody else feel this way? I have only gained 9lbs and with just 6 weeks left I wonder why I'm having such a hard time gaining weight. I'm super worried about his weight, and so many other things. I'm trying not to let the stress get to me, but HOW can I not? I'm more terrified of him being here than him being overdue. Somebody please tell me I'm not crazy 😔 ...