Found out yesterday my baby stopped growing at 6 weeks and I miscarried...

Ive never been so heart broken in my life. & I feel like a complete failure. I feel like I failed my husband, my first born who was so excited to finally be a big brother, and myself. We tried for 18 months and I finally got two lines and was so over joyed.

I know my husband is hurting but he won’t express it, and that’s what kills me the most....I can’t eat or sleep and I’m just so anxious. It also doesn’t help that I’m trying to act like I’m okay for my family, but in reality I’m broken inside.

I know there are so many women who are feeling what I’m feeling. How did you cope with this if it’s happened to you? The Dr said we are good to try again whenever but I feel traumatized.

The worst part about it when I was bleeding at the hospital, they assured me they found a heart beat and there was a baby. So I was relieved and thought maybe I’m just one of those women who bleeds early on. But then I went to the OB and he didn’t see anything.

I never understood how bad it hurts until it happened to us 😞 I waited so long for those pink lines and then it was just taken away so fast. I feel hopeless....