I want stretch marks

I want stretch marks, because that means I'll finally be pregnant. I want bags under my eyes, because that means I'd be up all night with a newborn. I want maker lines all over my walls, because that means I'd have a toddler getting creative. I want to worry & love non stop, because then I'd actually understand the love that a mother feels. I pray for all of this. I know many of you do. And in God I trust, I trust that he hears my prayers and yours, and he will fulfil what we ask for in time. 🙏