I’ve been about 5 years clean and I shared some sexier photos I took earlier on a different topic page. I was really proud because I’ve gone from being 90lbs to 150 (a little more than I want but a good portion of it is muscle and I keep telling myself that). Well sadly someone felt the need to tell me that they weren’t good and I didn’t look that great. Feeling really down and wanting to slip back into my old habits of eating a protein bar a day. It sucks because the thoughts of slipping back have been becoming more frequent.