I struggled with an eating disorder for about three years. Restricting and purging was my game.

When I was in high school I filled all of my pain with food. I thought food would solve all of my problems. Then one day I got so big I couldn’t look at myself anymore and just stopped eating.

And then the love of my life broke my heart. She shattered me. And suddenly I started eating again. And then I started eating more. Next thing I know I’ve gained 40 pounds and I can’t stop eating. All I do is eat. I’ll eat until it hurts. I don’t know how to make it stop.