I feel really sad right now. I was looking through announcements, they usually make me feel better. today though I saw someone post that they are 6 weeks today, and it makes me want to cry. My baby would be due the exact day as that woman. I have a beautiful almost 5 year old and have had 3 chemical pregnancies(only one was confirmed by a doctor though). I've been trying for 2 1/2 years for number 2. it really hurt seeing that post, because my baby should have been growing, I should be 6 weeks too today. I can't tell you how bad it feels when you've been wanting something so bad, you get that positive, then you live in fear of losing yet another one. I was so happy last month to have a positive, after trying so long, but I can't enjoy it and be as happy as some of the ladies on here when they get their positives. I understand that positive doesn't mean youll stay pregnant. I'm so sick of people saying my feelings are invalid because I have a living child. yes, I have a child, yes he is my whole world. but it still doesn't take away the sting of losing a child who was very much wanted , even if I only knew for a few days. My son wanted that sibling too, and he cried as well. I'm just really in my feelings today.