Guilt

I’m having terrible terrible mom guilt. I thought that I could get over it but I’m having such a hard time. My son is going to be two just days after this baby is due to arrive (12 days prior.)

As I lay here with my son cuddled up to me- I am bawling my eyes out because I feel so guilty that it won’t just be him and I anymore. He’s still just a baby and I feel like we are taking a part of that away.

We wanted to have another baby so badly but now I’m terrified and so upset about it. Is this pregnancy hormones, or is this something that’s real? I feel like I’m cutting my sons time short with just my husband and I because we were so selfish to want to bring another life into our family.