Wow. I can't believe I set myself up for failure with the same guy twice. He left me once and, went to jail. I forgave him and took him back. Our plan was to be a family but it wasn't that easy. We argued every day until eventually, he choked me while I'm pregnant with his baby. I haven't heard from him since. I was thinking about an abortion but I don't believe in it (no judgment) I'm just like am I really gonna be a single mother AGAIN but with TWO kids. Guys I just need some uplifting. My son is going on 2 and my morning sickness is happening all day. I'm just so down I want to cry.