I lost about 60 pounds before I got with my boyfriend and am very self conscious of the way I look, I'm 5'4 and weigh 115 pounds. My boyfriend wants my shirt and everything else off for sex but he won't look at my naked body, like never, I made it a point to watch where he looks. When we last had sex he told me to take my shirt off and I said "why, you don't look at me" and he said "yeah, but I get to feel you and grab you." On a separate occasion, I had asked him when the last time he watched porn was and he said last time I took a bath and he just scrolled threw the pictures....like I'm fine with him watching porn but I was literally in the next room in the bath fully naked. He didn't get why I was very confused as to why he didn't just come in to look at me or touch me. He comes in when I take a bath to talk and stuff but he makes eye contact and will not look at my body. I even told him that he never looks at me when I'm naked.

Just hurts a little