I have no one to talk to about something and im not even suppose to know about it. no one knows i know. so this is what i wrote to help me

A man finally finds a woman thats perfect for him in all the ways he's wanted and needs. She can handle him at his good and bad, takes care of him, and will never lie or cheet on him. This man is not young nor old but hes looked for someone for a very long time and pretty much given up on finding a worthy and honest woman.

They arnt perfect, they have their ups and downs but they are happy building a life together. Even though the man never would give his full heart to this woman, he was to affraid of being hurt again.

Then a few years later this man's old fling from his younger years comes along. She's the one he always wished he could have another chance with because he wondered what if. Turns out she is available and going threw a divorce. They start talking and getting to know eachother agin,  just as old friends. But this man is hiding it from his current woman. He learns that his old flame lied, cheeted, and stole from her husband and then left him. He knows both women have made mistakes, he has too. He knows he can trust his woman with his life but this chance to finally find out what could happen with his old flame is driving him crazy (is it worth it). He's got a decision to make. Even though he knows what he should of done all along but is he strong enough to do the rite thing. Wonder what this man will do? Will he pass Gods test?  No matter which women this man chooses he will always wonder what could of happen. His desion will put him on a path for the rest of his life. Only one will truly make him happy with no regrets.