So, I am 15 weeks pregnant tomorrow and I've been struggling since the beginning. I am not sure when it started, but I lost all the joy in my own head. I love my baby and I am so excited for him/her. I feel guilty for feeling this way, I cry constantly (3-4x day) and I just feel so hopeless/worthless constantly. It's like I can't do anything right ever. My boyfriend is always telling at me cause I am never happy, but he doesn't understand it's like I CANT. I cannot feel it. I try so hard, and he never believes me! But trust me nobody wants to feel like this. I have not wanted to hurt myself, because of the baby. I want him/her to be happy. I was just out on some medication for it, and it's like I cant think sometimes. Anyone else have experience with this? I need support 😔😔