Getting started 😭 *updated once*

Bakergirlkl

My new born (12 hrs old- C zer baby) won't suck and also there is not enuf colustrum coming in according to Nurses . His glucose was Low at birth so they said no choice but to give him formula . Then he latched at abt 8-9 hrs from birth and started sucking but not enuf to satisfy hunger (I felt) but he fell asleep & Nurses were happy that it's fine . Now again at 12 hrs after birth he cries so much in hunger but wouldn't latch & wouldn't feed after an hour of trying - and since his sugar is borderline now again they r suggesting formula .

I am confused and stressed . Is this normal ? Will I be able to BF? Is this intermittent formula ok ?

Update 1 :

Thanks everyone for the very kind words and motivation. Day 2 baby was diagnosed with TTN & has been under observation in Special care . And I have been made to walk as well after the C (goddamn painful). On demand I need to be wheeled to the special care to feed him . He latched on but I am still unable to produce any milk for him but for small droplets of colustrum - which the nurse says is not enough for him & so he gets angry & cries. When he cries, I felt so helpless & hopeless about myself for the first time ever. A midwife at the maternity ward offered to teach me to massage, simulate & express milk manually - so that's how things are as of now - me on trying mode - hope it goes well. For now for baby , we have consented for formula feed for baby until my supply kicks in.