This last year has brought so many tears, both happy and sad, but mostly sad, until yesterday. I was the owner of a children's boutique downtown. I was so proud of where I was at 25 years old. Then one of my greatest fears came to life as my business partner, a person I once called friend, did the most hurtful thing possible. She took me for everything I had all because I called her out on her bullshit. I had just found out I was pregnant and could feel my blood pressure rising more every day. So I walked away from it all to work on building my family. Shortly after walking away, she started spreading lies and rumors, she was harassing me, the whole nine yards. I lost my baby. Experiencing a miscarriage is nothing I'd wish on my worst enemy. We've been trying for months to conceive to no avail. After the way my doctor and nurse treated me, I knew I had to find a new doctor. So I did. 8 months later and I finally get in to discover that a fear I voiced to my previous doctor, multiple times, was confirmed. I needed a DNC. Because of the scar tissue and my endometriosis combined, I was not able to conceive as my fallopian tubes were completely blocked.

*Here's where it gets amazing*

I just got home from the hospital. My surgery included a laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, and a dilation and curettage. For those of us who don't speak "doctor"... they blew me up with a ton of gas (which is currently trapped in my shoulders causing excruciating pain), stuck a camera through my belly button, burned and scraped as much of the endometriosis and scar tissue out as possible, performed a DNC and lastly, filled me up with dye to make sure everything was where it needed to be. My doctor says I shouldn't have any troubles conceiving now, and that, my friends, is the best part about all of this. My 2 greatest fears going in were, not waking up from the anesthesia, and being told I could never have babies. Well... I'm home now.. and in a couple short weeks, my love and I will be able to start building our beautiful family ❤ to say I'm excited for the next step of this journey, would be a complete understatement. I woke up terrified this morning, but I will go to sleep with so much peace tonight ❤ I couldn't have gotten through all of this without my essential oils and vitamins. I'm excited to experience pregnancy with EOs 💦🌱 can't wait to announce my oily baby one day!

You never know what battles someone is facing, and we're all facing our own battles every day. Sprinkle kindness around like confetti 😘