I have been with the same guy who I lost my virginity to 7 years ago. He’s the only person I’ve had sex with. I’ve tried sex toys. My vagina is .... numb. I don’t feel anything during sex. I just moan and act like I’m pleased. For 7 years. My clit does have feeling but basically whenever I try to touch it I just laugh and my legs move. It’s not pleasurable. I don’t rub my clit at all. I feel so drained. I hate this. During penetration I do not feel much. Not even with toys. I give up. I am so worthless and stupid my body sucks.