So I had to go to the hospital yesterday for spotting blood. Long story short I have to go back for test on Monday 4/23. They aren’t sure if I’m having a miscarriage or not. They said what they see in the Ultrasound doesn’t look 8weeks so I already lost it and need a d&c; or it’s ectopic and I need surgery. Or I got the dates wrong and it’s a possibility too early. hCG levels are high as of 4/21. They will test my hCG levels on Monday and do another Vag US. 3 doctors came in and none seemed very hopeful for the last outcome.

Some back story, I found out I’m pregnant few days before Easter. The father is excited and is such an amazing partner. I thought my LMP was 2/28 but it was actually 2/23 (just figured that out this morning). Changes things a bit. I went to my first OB Appt on 4/19. They told me I was getting a TransVag US and may hear the baby’s heartbeat but then when I got there they didn’t schedule me on the correct day when their tech is there 🤦🏻‍♀️ so I just got a check up and Pap. I’ve had light intermediate cramping since I found out and no spotting at the time of the appt. Everyone says it’s normal. While the Dr. was down there checking things out he says I have a fibroid on my cervix. Says he doesn’t like the look of it. Shows me it’s bloody mess. Was surprised i didn’t have any spotting till then. Says he won’t take it off till after I give birth and Writes me referral to go next-door to the hospital to get a US so they can check it out and I’ll hear the baby’s heartbeat since they scheduled me on the wrong day. He didn’t put STAT on the paperwork and they rudely refused to get me in that day and scheduled me for 4/27. Spotting stopped later that night.

Yesterday morning 4/21 still cramping but a bit worse since my OB appt, go to the bathroom and spotting red again. Worried my mother drives me to a different hospital we are familiar with that’s an hour away. All that brings you back the the beginning of this novel. I’m home now trying to rest but anxiety is very high. I’m scared what tomorrow’s results will say.