When will it get easier??

Ly

My miscarriage was January 2nd at 9 weeks 3 days so it has almost been 4 months since it happened. it just feels like it’s getting worse every day bc I should still be pregnant. I should have a baby bump. I should be feeling my baby move. This shouldn’t have happened... I would be 25 weeks today (due august 5th) and every week that it gets closer to my due date I break down. I can’t handle this any longer. How much longer will I be broken like this 😞