Feels like I lost the last part of my pregnancy...

I’m high risk for preterm labor. I’m on two daily meds and an as needed med for contractions that I have every single day. I’m not allowed to do anything anymore. I can’t clean, which means I can’t nest or help us get moved into our house we’ve been renovating since January. I can’t really cook because I can’t be on my feet too long without needing to take a sitting break. Even making the bed is exhausting and then I have to sit down for about ten minutes. It’s getting very frustrating. My fiancé’s family has been wonderful helping us get into our house and making sure me and my daughter are taken care of and making sure I don’t overdo anything.

But I just kind of feel like I’ve lost my last part of pregnancy. I can’t go shopping, I can’t decorate, I can’t nest, I just have to lay around and rest to keep my baby in my belly. I’m trying to be positive and grateful that I’ve made it as far as I have but I’m overall just feeling like I lost the part of my pregnancy I was looking forward to the most. It was a blessing we decided to switch OB’s when we did so we’re closer to a hospital and feel like we are getting the care we’ve needed for a while now. 9 weeks until my due date. I guess I just needed to vent a little to other mommas who might understand.