Something I never knew about being a FTM

I had my son 4/16/18. He was a bit early with my due date being May 3rd originally. I thought I had everything planned out mentally about everything but I was so wrong! The delivery didn’t go as planned, I went naturally and dilated to a 7 but his heart rate dropped too low so I had an emergency c-section. I was extremely nervous and scared but my son came out very healthy just a bit small. But something I really didn’t expect about giving birth was the strong feelings that followed. No one prepared me for the love and just overwhelming joy that i would be feeling. Words can not describe the love and joy that i feel each moment I look at my son. I just stare at his face and I’m in awe about how beautiful and perfect that he is. My heart just feels full and i feel that strong love in my heart. The feeling in my heart i can’t describe correctly but it’s a feeling that i think every woman should experience. I know there are some women who don’t wish to have kids and I respect them for knowing what they want and don’t want but me personally cannot imagine going through life and not experiencing this feeling of love, joy and peace and harmony that I get when I’m around my son. I haven’t went back to work yet and when I do I know it’s going to be extra hard because I hate not being in the same room as him. I know this is long but the feeling of being a mom is one of the best feelings in the world and i am so thankful that i was given the opportunity to experience it.