Is it just me or are other women experiencing this

I been with my partner for 7 years been engaged for 2 years

We have had 9 miscarriages but going through a very good hospital to help me get pregnant but I have microprolatima in my brain that I have to take medication for I have gained weigh not sure if it’s me being greedy or my medication he’s normally the love of my life but at the moment we’re hitting rock bottom

We been through hell and back but got stronger each time I’ll get to the point!

We have just had a huge argument over driving I know driving 🤦🏻‍♀️ about 2 month ago he came home and got his mum to pay for a crash course for him were he would pass in a couple of weeks I’m doing normal standerd driving lesions 2 hours a week as thats all I can afford anyways his mum paid £750 for the crash course then he’s getting £2000 for a van

I said to him I think I would like to go automatic because my anxiety really plays up when I’m driving manual he said no go manual it’s easy for you in the future I said but its ok for you as your constantly getting money off your mum and I’m paying for my self and it’s harder for me I said your constantly on your mums back she has a lot of money but I don’t see it like that I love standing on my own 2 feet and I love making my own money anyways he went off one one started calling me a fat bitch get a real job ect ect I feel like hes better then me I have very high no confidence and he knows that so calling me fat gets me really upset I go to the hospital every over days for bloods mri scans pelvic scans to pick more medication up for results to tell me there’s more things wrong with me so I have just had a quiet nervous brake down in the bath I lost my job trying to conceive my boss would not give me days off for the amount of times I am in and out of hospital I feel like I’m losing all hope with him I’m feeling like forgetting trying for a family and going back to full time work am I over reacting to all of this