Wasn't sure where to post this but I'll try here because if any group is going to be open minded about drugs this one might be 😬

I only do MDMA on the odd occasion like no more than twice a year. This friday an old friend is visiting and we are going to a night that is perfect for it and she is into taking stuff so its very likely we will.

My issue is unlike all my friends I have light eyes that as soon as I take something it becomes super obvious as my eyes go huge. Now we don't take enough to be out of it or look out of it, but its obviously not legal or approved of so when my eyes look so obvious I get so paranoid because people always point it out to me.

Does anyone have any tips for hiding it? Or even some encouraging words like nobody cares or lots of people do it?

I have social anxiety (not on meds) so without the MD i really struggle to relax and enjoy it like I can't talk to anyone or dance. Sure alcohol can help but it also makes you lost control like drink too much and you can't walk straight aha.