So my boyfriend and I adore spending time together. However, I’m a little different in my state and I grew up with men so I don’t bond or relate to women well. I had one girl friend growing up, and we broke apart because she chose a dog and a guy over me. (more information on my page about her.) So now I don’t have any friends that are girls. I have a lot of guys friend though. My boyfriend doesn’t like me hanging out with them, so I don’t. But my issue is, when he goes home to see his parents during the week sometimes, how am I suppose to get myself busy? I think I should hang out with anyone I want (I ask my boyfriend before I do these things. And if he doesn’t want me to, I don’t.) But he’s not helping me to find a solution and I don’t know what to do. I need outside perspectives SINCE I DONT HAVE ANY GIRL FRIENDS and apparently I can’t hang with guys. 😒 so here are the messages. I told him since I’m not allowed to have companionship, I’m just gonna get a bunch of rats. Hey

UPDATE : Yesterday he came back from visiting his parents, and he didn’t think anything was wrong. 😂

That was last night before we both crashed. I feel like I’m finally starting to breakthrough after being salty for like 3 days. In other news, for anyone who was following my post about my fur baby passing away, here’s a picture of me snuggling with his brother ❤️🐁🐀 giving the baby extra attention since he’s feeling lonely. Don’t mind my thunder thighs 😂

Shit ya’ll, I didn’t think I’d get as many replies as I did. As of 5-10-18, 9:23pm, I am waiting to see if he wants to talk our issues out and fix things, or if he wants to break up. To be honest, either is fine with me. I’ve been pushed to the point where I’m okay with breaking up with him. I can’t get treated like shit any more. I know I deserve better 🤷🏻‍♀️ So we’ll see what happens, but I secretly packed my shit from his house a few weeks ago. I had a feeling I’d get to this point, and I didn’t want him to have any leverage on me. We can just say our goodbyes and let it be that. He can keep the lube too. He’s gonna need it. 😂😂😂