Mother’s Day just sucks

I always hated Mother’s Day growing up because my mom died when I was young. I thought it would be different now that I have a kid and other on the way. Well my husband makes sure to get his mother this amazing gifts every year but when it comes to me he goes to the store in the morning and picks up Flowers and then we have to have lunch with his mom and his side of the family. I feel like I do so much and I put everyone first that I should at least have one day to feel special. Im just at a loss