3rd trimester sad happy angry

amanda • 25years old. married. in 2015 our son passed away at 6 1/2 months of age, hospitalized for 7 days due to seizures that the hospital couldnt find the cause of. Two years later now, we are now trying for our 2nd child, our Rainbow Baby. due in June.

im normally sweet passionate and calm quiet ..but this past couple weeks i have been clingy emotional with husband and getting angry over the smallest things with him and pushing him away. he will give me my space and leave me alone for a few hours for me to calm down..but all it does is make it worse because i feel like he doesnt care to be around me or make things better. i hate how this is making me feel..having to go to work feeling sad all day. i need someone to talk to.