So unfair...

Here I am testing every morning and hoping for that second line, driving myself mad, thinking every symptom is definitely pregnancy. With each negative I get more and more defeated, I already did this I already tracked and did the work. 5 months ago I got my two lines, I was done with the let down. I got all the happy things, ultrasounds, gender testing. And then just like that..gone. I had a miscarriage and all my joy ripped away. And now I'm back to square one, tracking and longing for those two sweet lines. Days like these I just can't stop thinking how unfair it is, and all I want to do is wallow in self pity 😭