WHY EWCM!!!?🤔😣

So I got a positive CD 15. early for me but my cycle doesn't roll by anyone's clock but it's own. so I was like ok. then I have been getting near nothing lines. then I wake up to EWCM this morning. glorious and stretchy. clear and jelly like. what we all long to see. and severe ovulation pains. i did an opk. annnnnd big dark line. sooo my DH and I have been away to Adelaide for over a week and lots of travel has taken place plus he has a company that takes up his energy and has knocked me back for sex!!!

I usually can try wrangle it with a blow job but saliva kills spermies!!!!! do I just take the risk?? I also bought more massage lotion. You know ladies, I think if women could force a man to "dance" a lot of us would be in jail. just sayin. . . I am so sick of long cycles. sonogram Monday with fertility guy. then bloods again. then one more natural cycle then Clomid yeah!!

thank goodness for glow. and letting me vent. ok but for real.... should I risk the blow job maneuver???????