When a bath turned bloody! A message to my dear son! (TMI, graphic picture)

While I lay here in the hospital at 5am wondering what I’d done to loose you, I told myself I had my son just 6 months ago with another child I was reckless and stupid for catching so soon after! Everything was fine until I saw blood Monday, it was brown but deep down I knew you wasn’t fine. I waited the days as they passed. We went for a scan to my surprise you was dancing... dancing so blissfully making your presence known with a solid heartbeat I sighed with relief, relief that I ever doubted you would leave!! That was just yesterday!!! How could you leave me??

As my bath water turned from a nice colour to what looked like a murder scene as I lay in the bath dreading the worse! Clots and clots come out getting bigger and bigger, getting up as I feel something stuck.... I knew that fear ALL TO WELL. It was you my dear son I had to now say goodbye! Do me well my little angel. I wish you farewell my little Noah. 😓

(12W+2)