advice

so my boyfriend is going to a music festival in the summer i can’t attend to because i’m taking summer classes so i can’t afford it because it’s in another state. he will be gone about 4 days. so my best friends cousin lives in another city and my bff and i have talked about me going with her next time she goes cause she always has a blast. we’ve been talking about going this summer and i was thinking we could go while my boyfriend was gone, but i don’t want her to feel like i only want to go since my bf won’t be here.

does it come across that way?