Depressed call it however

Is it bad enough I isolate myself , I used to do the things I love the most and now I don't.. I don't go out, the fear of having a panic/anxiety attack .. and whenever I do get one, I feel like I'm floating or high on drugs.. so I try avoiding everything, I became so photophobic I don't go outside to get sunshine cause I hate that it triggers my anxiety .. I just want to be normal again, I believe my health has a big factor on this.....