I am hated

So I broke up with my ex boyfriend on the 21st of April because he wasn't treating me right. Its been really hard but I am trying.

Well last night I went out with some friends and he was there, everyone was drinking and he told me his mom hates my guts and always has hated me. And I found screen shots of my conversations with a friend. So I knew he was logging back into my Facebook, there was proof.

But what I have been thinking about the most is that his mom hates me. I knew his family didn't like me much, because his twin sister didn't like me in high school. But I had to call this lady mom, and she would say I was her kid. I knew she didn't love me like her son because the way she treated me but all I have ever wanted was a family that actually truly did love me and care. His family has threatened me multiple times, told me if I ever got pregnant they would push me down stairs and beat me tell the baby was gone. They threatened to beat me for no reason sometimes. And when he pushed me and I fell over a table his mom saw and she told me I deserved it.

I just want to feel wanted, I just wanna feel like someone has my back. I want a family because my family was never there.

What did I do to be hated?