Just need to vent

I’m so angry at my husband right now. It’s after 1 in the morning and he finally passed out. When we got married he had been sober for 6 years, but six months after our wedding I got diagnosed with leukemia. He started drinking again that night. We’ve had our ups and downs for five years but I really thought things were getting better. He had been sober for about 2 weeks and when I got home from work tonight he’d already drank a pint of whiskey and he went to the gas station for two tall boys. I haven’t seen him this drunk in a long time. He actually spit on my face. I just hate him so much right now. But come morning he’ll convince me again that things aren’t as bad as I think they are.