MY PREGNANCY FEELS LIKE A MISTAKE

My boyfriend persuaded me that he is ready to have a baby, I agreed and we tried..I got pregnant. Now he’s constantly complaining saying that he is so stressed and that he has so much to deal with. Some days he makes me feel like this is the best thing that every happened and others he makes me feel like crap like it was a big mistake. I know that my baby is not a mistake because I had tried with my previous partner for almost 10 years and no luck. Now with my current boyfriend just about one month and it happened naturally. I love my baby and want my baby. But it’s just that am away from home... my parents ...family and friends. I have no one to talk to. I just feel so alone sometimes and then having to deal with all these emotions is just oh so much for me. Some days I feel like I really can’t do this. I mean he works long hours so he’s hardly home when he’s home I can hardly get his attention sometimes. It’s so hard it’s just so fucking hard!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭