Stopping the pump

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Has anyone ever struggled with stopping the pumping?

My baby is 6 months old. My goal was to get to 6 months pumping and I did.

I want to stop so badly. I feel like I'm missing out on time with her since I'm on the pump for 75 minutes a day.

But, I feel so guilty at the thought of stopping. Like, I'm capable of making food for my baby, but I don't want to? I am crying every night over this. I don't know what to do.

I pump 4-5 times a day. I'm getting about 25 ounces a day. She drinks 30, so my freezer stash is getting low. I only have about 75 ounces left until I run out. I can't bare the thought though of going back to more pumps a day.

I want to be done. But the other part of me can't bare the thought of not providing for her.