Sexual assault..

I was molested by a really good friend about 4 years ago for about 6 months before he raped me.. I went to the police but because I panicked and showered they couldn't do anything.. Finally, in June of 2017, he was arrested for soliciting a minor and somewhere in that my name was brought up to the cops so they got in contact with me and I guess reopened my case. He is currently out on bail but I'm really really hoping he goes away for a long time because of this, he doesn't deserve to be free, he is why I was so afraid to leave my house for months, I saw him everywhere, i couldn't look at men with glasses without crying, B/O wasn't just gross to me, it was sickening, it twisted my stomach and I wanted to run for from anyone who stunk. He damn near ruined me. But I got up and I fought for myself and I got stronger. But that isn't where my story ends. I started dating someone in 2016 (I was 16, he was 21, stupid, I know) he seemed great, he was sweet, caring, I thought I loved him. But finally I realized that he wasn't as sweet as I thought. He started hitting me really hard, and would force me to have sex even if I told him no. But I loved him, well thought i did, I was a naive 16 year old girl dating someone older, that's like every 16 year old girls dream. For a long time I thought that because we were dating I was supposed to have sex with him, that even if I didn't want to I had to, but I realized a while that what he was doing was wrong but I couldn't tell anyone, so, I finally just got the balls to leave him. We finally broke up after almost a year, he was arrested for the 3rd time right after we split for indecent exposure and arson. He is no longer in jail but will have a criminal record for the rest of his life so he will forever be miserable. I on the other hand and doing great. I still have PTSD and I still have anxiety about sex. but I just celebrated my one year anniversary with a wonderful man, I am taking driving lessons, I am taking the GED tests, and I am moving in July. You can't let 2 awful men ruin you life. You have to fight for your life. You have to fight for yourself. And you have to fight for your future. You can't let domestic violence and sexual assault keep you from living your best life. **UPDATE** The week of June 4th I will be going to court for my rape. It took 4 years but I finally get to put this bastard away!!!!