Hope Evangeline Erickson & Angel 👼🏼

I’ve had one miscarriage and a still birth. My miscarriage was first, I was actually in the store buying a pregnancy test late last summer (2017) when I looked down to see blood dripping down my legs. I went to my ob to find out yes I had been pregnant, but my body couldn’t handle my precious “bean”. My still born, Hope, was born October 21, 2017. I can talk about who my husband and I call, Angel, without crying anymore. But I can’t go a day without remembering how sweet my precious baby girl was and crying. She fit in my hand so perfectly... I’ve never shared my story before with anyone but my husband.... I’m not sure if I’m being over dramatic that every time I think of her I cry, or if it’s normal... I sit and talk to my husband about Hope and he is supportive and tells me it’ll be okay, but I can tell he’s over her for the most part and it’s only a struggle for me anymore... I don’t know what to do and I don’t have anyone personally who I can talk to about this. I could really use some advice, maybe feed back on if I’m taking too long or not...? I don’t know. 😞