Missed miscarriage wait

I wanted to see if anyone has had the same or a similar experience as me. Long post so bare with me!

Last period on 16th Feb (11+3)

Positive pregnancy test on 9th March

Early scan 14th April-my dates showed I was 8w1d, however the scan dated me at 6w5d. Gestation sac and yolk sac but no fetal pole.

Rescan on 25th April. So on my dates I should have been 9w5d, on the early scan dates I should have been 8w5d. But I didn't measure at either of those 😢. They remeasured me to 6w1d so even less than the early scan.

I have to go to hospital this Wednesday for another scan but I was basically told that things weren't progressing as they should be and it looked like I was having a missed miscarriage.

The thing that's confusing me the most is even though the dates have gone backwards there was a fetal pole in the second scan that wasn't in the first scan. No heartbeat but still progression from the first scan.

I had talked myself into the fact that I was loosing this baby but I can't stop thinking about the difference in the scans.

I haven't had any bleeding or spotting but my achy boobs have stopped.

I feel so lost and flit between accepting that it hasn't worked this time to having hope that the first scans were wrong.

I'm also scared of what the next steps are if it is a missed miscarriage as my body doesn't seem to be dealing with it naturally.

Does anyone either have any similar experiences with the outcomes (good or bad?) or any experience of the options you can go down after a missed miscarriage?

Also if there's anyone that has had a miscarriage and how long it took them to have a period or get pregnant afterwords?

I feel like since the 16th Feb I've been waiting...waiting for the pregnancy test, waiting for the scan, waiting for the rescan. It's driving me crazy! Thought some support and information on here would help me.

Thanks