Taking care of the baby on your own

Hi mommies,

It’s a long story. I delivered my beautiful baby boy three weeks ago. We brought my parents from out of country to help us out by spending lots of money on everything. Both my parents felt cold in California:/ and started fighting, complaining for smaller things. I had my baby blues and I wasn’t able to tolerate her talks. She was saying she didn’t sleep at all when I was little and expected me to do the same. When my husband being supportive and told her not to show how bad mother I could be, she got super pissed. They wanted us to book a ticket back to the country. We were polite and we did everything to please them and still they didn’t want to be here. My mom didn’t even look at my baby when she was leaving. We can’t afford daycare and that’s reason we brought them and to take care of me. It was full negativity while they were around. Finally, they left. Now we are on our own. I have a breastfeeding issues and doing my best to resolve it. But, I couldn’t take care of him on my own. He cries and wanted to be fed all the time and I don’t have a time to pump. My LC wanted me to pump atleast 8times a day. Since I’m not sleeping or resting at all in the morning, I fell asleep in the sleep. I’m not sure if I have a postpartum depression. I’m okay sometimes and I cry harder sometimes. Any momma who gone through like this? I could use some advice.