Irritable to say the least....
I have been sick since Thursday and haven't been able to eat anything just mostly drink water and other liquids. My SO got his special edition PS4 last week along with a 65 inch TV and decided it was best in our bedroom, fine, doesn't bother me. I thought perhaps there would be some time where I could watch TV but he has been playing that thing and not sleeping for days. So today I asked him if I can watch some documentaries to take my mind off of my cough and cold and I have fibromyalgia as well that has been flaring up really badly. Watching documentaries for some reason helps me focus on something other than the pain. He says he just needs to finish this part and then I can have it that was several hours ago 😒 Yes, I could go watch TV in my kids rooms or downstairs in the living room but it's not comfortable for me right now being sick and I need to be close to the bathroom. So he finally gets up and asks me if I want anything so I asked him to go to Dunkin Donuts to get me frozen coffee because my throat was on fire. He goes....an hour passes... I call him he doesn't answer. Dunkins is about 3 1/2 minutes from our house so I start to worry a little but from having been with this man for an extended period of time I knew he was most likely in the parking lot with my frozen coffee melting right next to him while he's texting back and forth toxic things with his ex-wife, nothing to do with the kids just their own bitter hatred for each other and this inexplicable drive to one-up each other. He finally gets home and hands me my frozen coffee which is not frozen anymore, it is simply a cold liquefied coffee and not what I wanted 😡 I confirm my suspicions about what took so long and why my coffee is no longer Frozen and I cried. My pregnancy hormones are out of control when I get a fibromyalgia flare up 😩 I know I am being a spoiled brat but I just don't understand how fighting with her is more important than me being sick patiently waiting for him at home and not watching TV so that he can continue playing his game 😭 I just wanted a frozen fucking coffee 😡
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.