My husband has been goes for a few weeks now and tonight I'm just upset and I can't help it. I keep it together with work and taking care of the farm alone and getting in bed at night alone but something about tonight maybe it's the wine that has me so upset, and I just pray to God that we don't have to do this forever. I wasnt made to be alone. I'm not on of those bad ass wives that can handle that. I need my husband every single day and God I hope he get a steady job back home. I'm also worried that if our pregnancy dreams ever come true that he wont be home for the pregnancy or for some of the babies life I miss all of the best things. Then again it bothers me because its obviously not gonna be easy for me to get pregnant and he's not home enough to try every month anymore which makes me feel like I will never get my baby. Oh to much at one time. Please pray for me. The more worriers the better! God bless you lady that send your husbands off to war and have to continue life alone. I could never be as strong as you.