7 weeks 1 day with rainbow baby and my boobs stopped hurting

I got pregnant back in July 17. When I say the excitement and disbelief of seeing those 2 lines on that pregnancy test that I never ever thought I would see. I was so excited and beyond happy that I felt I had to share. Long story short 6 weeks in started cramping and found out I was miscarrying due to a tubal pregnancy. One in my uterus and and one out. I was devastated to say the least. I felt ashamed. I felt less of a woman. I see woman who don’t value or appreciate their children getting pregnant so easily. Fast forward to the month of April which would of been my birth month I randomly take a pregnancy test just cause I’m late but was never expecting a positive. The 2 week wait going to see the doctor to make sure my baby was in my uterus was agonizing. I almost didn’t want to get excited or even tell my husband that I was but I knew I had too. After the two weeks they did a scan at 6 weeks and my baby is right where she because I feel it’s a girl already idk why lol heart beat 106. I cried so hard hugged the ultra sound tech and kept staring at my little girl in my uterus. Words can’t describe how I long to have my own child. I wake up this morning after 2 not so great nights of sleep and my boobs are no longer feeling heavy or sore. I don’t feel as queasy as normally do. I’m just scared. No I’m terrified!!!! But I’m going to stay positive. Please pray for me. I really don’t think I’m able to handle another loss. Mentally I’m going to lose it. So far only my mom and husband know that I’m pregnant and I honestly don’t even want to tell until my baby is here. Rainbow and baby dust to all seeking a child. I pray we all have healthy pregnancy journey and that you all get the positives you all deserve.