Not giving it up

So I love sex. More than my SO does. I have an incredibly high sex drive. My SO is extremely picky about things.

For example: he doesn’t like it if I touch myself in front of him, he doesn’t like a lot of foreplay(if any), he doesn’t like making out, he doesn’t like sexting, he doesn’t like it if I’m straightforward about what I want (like telling him I want sex or to suck his dick or whatever). He’s annoying.

He told me that i to need to initiate more. How the fuck do I initiate things then? Anyway, whenever I try, he rejects me. It’s always on his time. Last night I tried again and he didn’t reciprocate. I’ve been trying to be less pushy about sex so I just didn’t say anything instead of getting mad (I usually would have an attitude).

Last time we had sex, I wasn’t in the mood, and he said he didnt care. SO, I’m about to start my period week, so I’m going to not do Anything. No sex, no blow jobs, nothing.

I’m going to tell him that it’s not always going to be on his time whenever he wants if he can’t have sex with me when I’m in the mood. We’ve been together a year and a half and I have never turned him down for sex (because I literally want it all the time) so this will be the first time I don’t let him get any.