Anyone Else?

So, I have been struggling with major depression and moderate anxiety for the past month and a half. I have been trying and trying and trying to get it to stop. I have seen therapists and I have smoked weed and I am on an antidepressant right now. I have been on it for about a week and a half. I am constantly worrying about something. And not every time do I know what I’m worrying about. I just want this feeling in my stomach to go away. I want to be the person I was 2 months ago. I want to be happy and outgoing again. I feel like my relationship with my boyfriend is in jeopardy. I feel like a stranger in my own body. I want to be able to eat again. I want to be able to sleep without waking up at 4 in the morning worrying about what is to come. Does anyone have anything that helped them get over this dark time in their life that may help me too?