my bf left in last. stages of. pregnancy after kicking me in the stomach and pushing me to the ground etc. our baby is 4 months now and he is doing everything possible to make it up.

he doesn't know I hooked up with someone twice during his time away. we had intercourse last weekend and today I realized I'm 8 days late.

I can't just buy a PT and sneak and take it. I Don't have a car. I. love in a VERY small and gossiping town. living in a small 2 bed trailer with 6 ppl on weekdays and 11 on weekends. NO PRIVACY.

update*

I noticed comments confused.

March 11th and March 30th was the "hook up" my bf DOESNT know happened.

April 28+29th was my bf.

still haven't started monthly. got a positive home bleach test. will be going to a friend's to sneak and take an actual one.

thank you for all the advice.