I need help

So long story short I was raped then went suicidal then started intensive outpatient treatment. I started in the mental health group and then bc of my past drug and history use they asked if I would be open to the substance abuse and mental health group “to learn about how drugs and alcohol affect depression” and I said I mean I guess why not. Little did I know I wouldn’t be able to transfer out of that group and would be labeled an addict just for choosing to be in that group. After learning a lot, doing a lot of research, and talking to dozens of alcoholics and addicts I told them there is no way I am one. I have no family history, I dont have the characteristics, I do have self control and am able to only have 1 drink, I used drugs socially with friends while I was drinking and never once payed for them. I told them I may have abused alcohol (as almost every college age person does) but I never had dependency or withdrawals. I don’t do drugs at all anymore and might have one drink with dinner. Well now that I’m done with the program they have called all my doctors and psychiatrists and told them I cant be prescribed adderal anymore bc I was in the addiction group. I’ve tried many meds for adhd and they all made me extremely depressed, aderall was the only one in 10 years to work without side effects. I did not take more than prescribed and now have straight A’s in college. I am extremely angry as is my mother, they deceived me and are portraying me as having the disease of addiction, when I made the choice to check the group out. What can I do to effectively fix this?????