He cheated on me!!!!

He cheated!!! After almost two years of being together and engaged for 8 months now, the same amount of time we've been trying to have a baby. After I caught him he decided to try to flip it on me like it's my fault and I am the only one that prevented that.

Then!!! Yes and then he proceeded to pick her over me and told me she does what he tells her to do and all he has to do is call and she will be over with weed, liquor, and money.

Did I mention we just got a place together in February and ALL of my stuff furnishes that place.

So guess who left... guess who grabbed everything I could carry (clothes mostly) and left everything else behind... yep I did because he wanted to be with her and he knew I couldn't move all my shit alone and I have no where to put it all. And luckily my parents are letting me stay with them until I figure it all out. But shit that means buying everything new and trying to save anything for rent when I already don't make that much. All over someone who I planned my whole life with. I'm still in shock and I just don't know what to do with myself. Oh yea and my birthday is next Friday.... Happy birthday to me!!

Been crying like a baby all day.