Im so fed up w my boyfriend. Atm I live with him and it’s fucking HELL. Where do I start ? He’s such an asshole. He’s basically the meaning of asshole. Rn I’m a senior obviously I’m in hella stressed , getting ready for college, etc. Well there’s activities going on all around the school and things to do before we leave. Now let me tell you what the fuck he did. I have a paper that tells me when things are due , where they’re due & things going on. So here he comes home from work , goes crazy looking for a pen that’s actually MINE. Acuses me of taking the pen that I haven’t touched since he grabbed & decides to go through everything inside my book bag and mess everything up crumbling papers , ripping papers & most importantly FUCKING UP MY ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT by crumbling the fuck out of it. Well he didn’t find the pen so he decided to make even more of a mess yelling at me over it & when he finally finds a random pen he sits down and I just go back to the bed and watch tv I look over and he’s scribbling the way he’s gonna write his name in cursive all over my senior paper that has all information. & throws it away once he’s done. I actually told him that’s my paper and he had no right to grab it bc it had everything I need and he says “ you don’t need it. Who tf said you’re going to these activities ? I didn’t do therefore you don’t need it.” So here I go , calm af and not say a thing to avoid a fight. Oh ? Have I mentioned he’ll mentally ,& physically abused me ? Yeah there’s that. Not just that his PARENTS have accused me of being with him bc he has money (which isn’t true bc when I started dating him he had no type of money whatsoever. That was ME) wow now here’s the best of the best .. HIS PARENTS HAVE BEEN PUTTING SHIT IN HID HEAD. yup. His parents have told him that we SHOULDNT see my FAMILY anymore& that I shouldn’t be out with my family either. Yupppppppps can you fucking believe all this. I’m at the edge of leaving and not looking back but I’m so scared that I’m pregnant bc I haven’t gotten my period. If I am he’s threatened me to take the kid and KILL me. (Which he’s capable of bc he had family history , well his family has history with that ) Ive been trying to leave but something is holding me back and idk if that’s bc i MIGHT be pregnant or not. I’ve took a test and it came back negative so I waited on my period and it hasn’t came so I’m going to take a test in a week and hope in not :/. This isn’t what I want anymore and I’m not happy whatsoever. I’m beyond the being done breaking point.