TRYING NOT TO BE SAD

Starr

ME AND MY HUSBAND DID OUR FIRST AT HOME IUI I BEEN TRYING FOR TWO YEARS BUT IT FEELS LIKE I CANT HELP BUT FEEL SAD MY SON WAS CONCEIVED EASILY AND HIS DAD WAS A COKE ADDICT(I DIDNT FIND OUT UNTIL AFTER I WAS 5 MONTHS) ME AND MY HUSBAND WHO IS FIT HIGH SPERM COUNT NO HEALTH ISSUES ONLY HAD A CHEMICAL pregnancy A YEAR AND A HALF AGO. I WANT TO BE EXCITED ABOUT IUI BUT I FEEL LIKE I FAILED HIM BECAUSE WE EVEN HAD TO DO THIS